Lipstick dalam Sampah~ *_*

I cant consider this as ‘jobless’ ahahaha~ no one will..wen dey noe i suppose to study at these time~ But thatz wat happen everytime I try to concentrate on my study. *no comment* Paloi usulnya~

Why are all the buildingz on fire~
Kenapa ada butterfly atu~
Why am I dressed in pink~
Watz wit d happy face~

Wat can I say? D gal have such a silly time-wasting unimaginable imagination. Waa, I love myself, having the ability 2 get away from reality easily~ Talkin about me, ndaku suka my face there, but den again diz 1 fitz d best in it… I think itz d make up?

Confessionz~ I HATE LIPSTICK!! I thought it should make some1 look more mature and beautiful~ but naah, not for me, dammit. I will never forget the 1st time of my teen yearz wearing a real make up in public for Hari Kebangssaan - was taking part in d choir~ Everyone stared and my friends were laughing at me~ “Pu3, you look like a CLOWN!!” But how come? Everyone were applied with d same makeup by the same person! Is it the fact that my lips are too small? (some ppl say I look like a mouse squeaking *wat d hell????!!*)~ took it only 5 minutes until I rubbed off my lipstick.

D lastym I wore heavy makeupz – prom nyt end of year 2006. It was HORRIBLE!! I never like to look back at the prom pictures~ sigh, how come i didnt realise that?

Oh well, guess I will alwez suit with my pale pale lippy lookz. Makeupz - Ugly without, uglier with. Never did miss my eye liner tho ahaha~ wat? Nooo~ itz not that heavy! See see the differentz with and without hahahahahahaah~

*Wat d heck am i talkin about?* Oh well, i juz post everything dat cumz to my mind :P semua nda kana mengana aha~ I apologize for my bahasa inggeris yang nda menantu :P bad bad english, tabalkan mua saja lalalala~..*walking away*

Get it??

I wanna be fat!! *_*

Looking into the mirror, after all the happy happy weight gaining as a result of non stopping eating habit~ now I can see im losing it again!~ darn it! Thanx to the uk trip diz holiday, I have to cut down my eating habit.

“Pu3 make sure you go back to Brunei fat ahhh”~ those are the words my frenz used to say when I was about to study abroad in uk~ Fine im small and skinny~ but still I love the way I am. But at the same time, still thinking that gaining a bit of weight would be nice. “Pu3 ur so skinny, eat more! Eat more!”~ as a result, all I ever love to do here in uk is makan makan makan~ I never failed to surprise my mates when it comes to buying and eating food. I remember the look on the cashier’s face in M&S when I told em Im buying all these food for me to eat in the bus trip to London~ He laughed his head off “Damn girl…” and I did finishd everything, my frenz were like “whoa…”~ But now musim xam and duit karing ani~.. kurang makan berabiz udah adui~.. Nda apala~.. I’ll make sure to eat more and more again after this~

Anyway, most girl’s are self cautious about how their body lookz~ im one of dem~..maybe… nah! I mean im flat ,skinny and small~ but still happy. At times 1 of my roommates goes to the kitchen only with her bra on (of coz she wearz her underware haha)~ and she has such a hot hot body~ lookin at her~..damn~.. Lookin at her boobz, to think that im 3 years older den her~ itz just so sad! No wonder ppl mistaken me for a 15 yearz old! Well even 15 yearz old have bigger boobz than me! ~..Oh well…

Lost *_*

… Studying time~ *Boring*~.. at these moment I found out somethingz missing~ do u realized that u tend to be very rajin on doing OTHER things when it comez to studying? ..like cleaning up your room & stuffz~ For me, itz the time to re-read all my diaries n comicz I made over the yearz~… I used to be ssssooo rajin, nda pernah miss buat either comic or diary everyday~ Guess I dream a lot, and, I have quite a great big imagination compare to otherz~ I jotted down every single thing in my diary~ and anyone were welcome to read it~! So yah, everyone (esp my classmatez) used to noe my everyday live, d guyZ of my dream~everything about me! *sad* I don keep a diary anymore~ but Im still me till now tho, I never keep my secret~ guess im not the type of person who can do that~ I mean, Im good at keeping other’z secret, but not mine :P ehe. What makez me so malas~? Darn it, I should have brought atleast 1 of my comicz n diaries~ sigh~…. Im missing them too much~ I should have known, It feelz as if I lost a part of me, my diaries were alwez the 1 that motivatez me to do more~..

Aiyo, but den again, seingatku~.. I did all of these on purpose…. *_* Leaving all my precious belogingz behind… Itz not that I wanna move on~ I juz wana see if I can try out new thingz, and see whether a new part of me will come in the way….

Ahh~not working!!

Lotz 2 say~ Maybe nextym *_*

Just us Asianz *_*

Quite a great night i might say~ where we, from different partz of Asia made dinner together, played games and chill out at Syaz's place~

Oh oh~ and we made our own sushi!! Really really nice~

..i wonder where did Syaz get all these complete japanese stuffz to make sushi~

My very 1st selfmade sake avocado tamaki!! Nasi goreng kampung by malaysian, veggies by d chinese, ayam masak tomato by bruneian and sushi by d japanese!

Yup, thatz all of us~ Nao&Yoko from japan, Grace,Karen&Jacky from Hongkong, Miji&Syaz from Malaysia~ and the 1 and only Pu3 :p from Brunei *damn im so proud*

4 playerz Buzz game~ a great game to play beramai but sakit utak dibuatnya~

Never miss d ice cream after d great meal for desert~ :)

5 of us from Marine Resource class~

*L to R - me, grace, Miji, Karen & Jacky*

Once again, my fren took a pic of me sleeping at the end of the day~ Jahat wa dorang ani..

Zzz~....

NC end of year party *_*

Itz funny noing im d only gal who doesnt drink~ but still pling high usulnya. Ntah, other ppl affect me kh? Nywy, d small gathering held in a...haunted bar *well, d place is dcorated to be hunted, i find it cool wat*~ as usual, no eating, juz drinking~ i wonder style orang luar ani... i noe drinking=drunk is fun for them, but nda lapar kah??

Syaz bet me to take in the ketchup n vinegar~ and I DID~ sakit parutku tarus ehh~ but wOoHOo~ i get a free coke for that :P

Surprised by the 7 deadly sins~ beerz n shotz~ quite an interesting menu :P

*L to R - Nao, Me, Doriana and Yoko~*

After d bar, we went straight for a karaoke!! Joe'z gettin in to much ;P cheese n bread all night long~

Nico & Dodi looked cute together in this pic :)

Such a nice feeling being with them all~

*L to R - me, Hideo, Janice n Ash*

Joe, Dabi & koki. Umm~ Koki.. u noe what ur doin ryt?? Haha~

A totally relaxing night~ *_*

Preparing for dinner~ Fresh Salmon sashimi~ ! While Nao n Syaz doin deir work :P on d chickin~ *ahakz*

Im telling u~! Nuthin better than fresh raw salmon wit Soy sauce!!

The best place to be~ close to d fire place~..

ZZzzzzz~..........

Lookin' bek *_*

23th December 2007

What have I been up to??

Whoa, itz been more den a month udah eversince I last update my blog! Sowie~ been thro so many thingz lately~ yah, I had fun~ Donno why i find it really hard to type all my thoughts down nowadayz~ what have I been thinkin?


Having a winter holiday now~ itz been more den a week I guess~ 3 more weekz to go till our examination!! Ganbatte!! I donno ehhhh~ takutku~







Look how long and straight my hair have become~










And see how short and wavy it is after I cut my hair really short by myself~! Well thnx to keelah for cutting my back hair ~ hehe I love it! Save shampoo~



MMmm~ oh oh~ I found myself a new good pwen Syaz~ msa ani slalu hangout :) he reminds me of Hadee awww~ im really happy to noe how well we get along.


Why is it alwez more comfortable for me to be with boyz rather than being with girlz huh? I feel so free with them~ while aku slalu malu malu around girls (haha~ but still do get along pweety well with Nao :P fine, CERTAIN girls)~ the thing is I donno whatz in a girl’z mind~ they can be very complicated~ makez me paranoid at timez~ GUyzzz, I DON EVEN CARE WHAT’RE THEY THINKIN! I wonder ahh…. Girlz tend to be more sensitive than guyz~ and I alwez try SO HARD to make sure that I wont say or do anything that would offend them~ but I alwez did!! Kenapakan? Mulut banar ehhh~ I wish I could just shut up,like what my cuz alwez told me to. Then the next day the girl would totally ignore of me~ and I have NO IDEA what I have done wrong~ Why is it hard for me to noe whatz wrong and whatz right? Hehehe~ this used to be a very big problem to me~ parah utakku dibuatnya. But alhamdullilah I didn’t face these kind of problem for so long~ I think itz the fact that ppl around me are more patient and understanding that they would rather let the insult I made go.

1 other thing I hate about myself - I complain a lot? I didn’t mean it actually, Im juz making for a suggestion, I DONNO! What can I do to stop all the complainin? JUZ SHUT UPPP!!! What the hell, that easy?? Why cant I think of that before saying thingz out loud?? Aiyyayayaya~ sigh.

D gift

Exhausted, i unlocked d door~ Never been so glad to be back to my place in aberdeen after 10 dayz in liverpool~ found 2 packages in front of my door room - 1 is a necklace from ebay~ and d other one~.... Awwwwwwww~...

Thank u so much~!!!

*muahz*