My Closetz a total mess~!! *_*

Nothin' but truth hahaha~

Hey~ maybe i should start a comic diary in my blog?! ~..Since my life is like a comic~.. :P Lalala~ But itz hard jua ahh~ I dont own any scanner wat~ hehe, i scanned this in the Uni library btw~

Oh oh~ Happy valentinez day to everyone!!...altho im not celebrating it T_T longlong tu nda mo, ya lo, apa bleh buat. Hmm~ nuthin special wa today, breng ehhh~ kan baik if some1 givez me a chocolate masa ni........................aku lapar.......

Pweety Snow-dropz~ *_*

Wen Pwenz came all d way to Aberdeen~.. *_*

Continuation from d last post :P Diz time, itz around new year~ Im totally happy knowing that my friends sanggup melawat aku high up North of Scotland all the way from Southampton & oh London :')

1st Day

New Year's eve!! We went watching TRAVIS concert performing on Union Street~ Sesak nafas plg rasanya ;) but quite an amazing experience, too bad i don have d picz der~

2nd Day with them~

Actually d 3rd day for my pwenz, it was a whole day of relaxation for them a day before, and i was studying for my exam at Miji's place. 2nd day ngan dorang, STONEHAVEN!! We went hiking for Donnotar castle~ and it was DEAD WINDY~!! Kan jalan pun kan mati susahnya ahaha~ but WOW, didnt regret goin' der~

D very last day~

Hangin' around, taking pictures around d flat they rent~ 50pounds per night, but i might say,it worth more than that! D place'z beautiful, and all the stuffz r completely supplied for us to use! After that, lunch at my place in Hillhead~ and it was SNOWING!! Took some tym outside my flat playing with d li'l snow~ T_T siiookk waaa~ sad, it was only for a short while den drg balik London~

I would like to thank u all ahhh~ Zoel, Khai, Peanut and Duan~ ;) Hehe, i had the most amazing time!! Oh oh~ and thnx peanut ah for some of the photos :P
Bah bah~ Now u see how Aberdeen is~

Here, not much of a shopping place, just natural~ and really peaceful~ oh and ancient buildingz! Im so in love with this place! No matter how FAR it is from london, or how COLD it is~,
or how HARD it is to find Bruneianz~.. I think this place is just right for me hahahha~ err, except for orang orang putihnya hehehe~ Hey, i still love Brunei more la

Sapa g mo datang mlawat aku dipersilakan lalala~..

Juz puttin' in everything *_*

What have i been doin' last winter holiday~? ...Like most otherz~ travelling and stuffz~ Nothing much~.... too malas to talk about it haha~ i had a great time tho :)

Musim christmas~ Stayed at my cuz faridah'z place in Liverpool for 10 dayz~ Nao was with us also, only for the 1st 5 days. Oh, Nao took so many good picture~! Thnx dear~

Just after Nao left for London, far'z BSP frenz pun datang staying with us~ :):):) Had such a wonderful time being with them!

Hmm~ christmas, d guyz played gamez all day long~ Boxing day, all 12 of us went to Manchester~

I didnt buy much~ guess im not the shopping type of person :P Oh well, atleast im really happy to get myself a coat, bootz and skirtz~ Hehe~ lap this pic~ skirt bru yo hahaha~ and beside me, Hisyam~ awwwww, mish em, rmbutnya panjang udah.

Mmmm~ thatz all?

Exam Week~ Wish me Luck!!! *_*

Lipstick dalam Sampah~ *_*

I cant consider this as ‘jobless’ ahahaha~ no one will..wen dey noe i suppose to study at these time~ But thatz wat happen everytime I try to concentrate on my study. *no comment* Paloi usulnya~

Why are all the buildingz on fire~
Kenapa ada butterfly atu~
Why am I dressed in pink~
Watz wit d happy face~

Wat can I say? D gal have such a silly time-wasting unimaginable imagination. Waa, I love myself, having the ability 2 get away from reality easily~ Talkin about me, ndaku suka my face there, but den again diz 1 fitz d best in it… I think itz d make up?

Confessionz~ I HATE LIPSTICK!! I thought it should make some1 look more mature and beautiful~ but naah, not for me, dammit. I will never forget the 1st time of my teen yearz wearing a real make up in public for Hari Kebangssaan - was taking part in d choir~ Everyone stared and my friends were laughing at me~ “Pu3, you look like a CLOWN!!” But how come? Everyone were applied with d same makeup by the same person! Is it the fact that my lips are too small? (some ppl say I look like a mouse squeaking *wat d hell????!!*)~ took it only 5 minutes until I rubbed off my lipstick.

D lastym I wore heavy makeupz – prom nyt end of year 2006. It was HORRIBLE!! I never like to look back at the prom pictures~ sigh, how come i didnt realise that?

Oh well, guess I will alwez suit with my pale pale lippy lookz. Makeupz - Ugly without, uglier with. Never did miss my eye liner tho ahaha~ wat? Nooo~ itz not that heavy! See see the differentz with and without hahahahahahaah~

*Wat d heck am i talkin about?* Oh well, i juz post everything dat cumz to my mind :P semua nda kana mengana aha~ I apologize for my bahasa inggeris yang nda menantu :P bad bad english, tabalkan mua saja lalalala~..*walking away*

Get it??

I wanna be fat!! *_*

Looking into the mirror, after all the happy happy weight gaining as a result of non stopping eating habit~ now I can see im losing it again!~ darn it! Thanx to the uk trip diz holiday, I have to cut down my eating habit.

“Pu3 make sure you go back to Brunei fat ahhh”~ those are the words my frenz used to say when I was about to study abroad in uk~ Fine im small and skinny~ but still I love the way I am. But at the same time, still thinking that gaining a bit of weight would be nice. “Pu3 ur so skinny, eat more! Eat more!”~ as a result, all I ever love to do here in uk is makan makan makan~ I never failed to surprise my mates when it comes to buying and eating food. I remember the look on the cashier’s face in M&S when I told em Im buying all these food for me to eat in the bus trip to London~ He laughed his head off “Damn girl…” and I did finishd everything, my frenz were like “whoa…”~ But now musim xam and duit karing ani~.. kurang makan berabiz udah adui~.. Nda apala~.. I’ll make sure to eat more and more again after this~

Anyway, most girl’s are self cautious about how their body lookz~ im one of dem~..maybe… nah! I mean im flat ,skinny and small~ but still happy. At times 1 of my roommates goes to the kitchen only with her bra on (of coz she wearz her underware haha)~ and she has such a hot hot body~ lookin at her~..damn~.. Lookin at her boobz, to think that im 3 years older den her~ itz just so sad! No wonder ppl mistaken me for a 15 yearz old! Well even 15 yearz old have bigger boobz than me! ~..Oh well…

Lost *_*

… Studying time~ *Boring*~.. at these moment I found out somethingz missing~ do u realized that u tend to be very rajin on doing OTHER things when it comez to studying? ..like cleaning up your room & stuffz~ For me, itz the time to re-read all my diaries n comicz I made over the yearz~… I used to be ssssooo rajin, nda pernah miss buat either comic or diary everyday~ Guess I dream a lot, and, I have quite a great big imagination compare to otherz~ I jotted down every single thing in my diary~ and anyone were welcome to read it~! So yah, everyone (esp my classmatez) used to noe my everyday live, d guyZ of my dream~everything about me! *sad* I don keep a diary anymore~ but Im still me till now tho, I never keep my secret~ guess im not the type of person who can do that~ I mean, Im good at keeping other’z secret, but not mine :P ehe. What makez me so malas~? Darn it, I should have brought atleast 1 of my comicz n diaries~ sigh~…. Im missing them too much~ I should have known, It feelz as if I lost a part of me, my diaries were alwez the 1 that motivatez me to do more~..

Aiyo, but den again, seingatku~.. I did all of these on purpose…. *_* Leaving all my precious belogingz behind… Itz not that I wanna move on~ I juz wana see if I can try out new thingz, and see whether a new part of me will come in the way….

Ahh~not working!!

Lotz 2 say~ Maybe nextym *_*