Just us Asianz *_*

Quite a great night i might say~ where we, from different partz of Asia made dinner together, played games and chill out at Syaz's place~

Oh oh~ and we made our own sushi!! Really really nice~

..i wonder where did Syaz get all these complete japanese stuffz to make sushi~

My very 1st selfmade sake avocado tamaki!! Nasi goreng kampung by malaysian, veggies by d chinese, ayam masak tomato by bruneian and sushi by d japanese!

Yup, thatz all of us~ Nao&Yoko from japan, Grace,Karen&Jacky from Hongkong, Miji&Syaz from Malaysia~ and the 1 and only Pu3 :p from Brunei *damn im so proud*

4 playerz Buzz game~ a great game to play beramai but sakit utak dibuatnya~

Never miss d ice cream after d great meal for desert~ :)

5 of us from Marine Resource class~

*L to R - me, grace, Miji, Karen & Jacky*

Once again, my fren took a pic of me sleeping at the end of the day~ Jahat wa dorang ani..

Zzz~....

NC end of year party *_*

Itz funny noing im d only gal who doesnt drink~ but still pling high usulnya. Ntah, other ppl affect me kh? Nywy, d small gathering held in a...haunted bar *well, d place is dcorated to be hunted, i find it cool wat*~ as usual, no eating, juz drinking~ i wonder style orang luar ani... i noe drinking=drunk is fun for them, but nda lapar kah??

Syaz bet me to take in the ketchup n vinegar~ and I DID~ sakit parutku tarus ehh~ but wOoHOo~ i get a free coke for that :P

Surprised by the 7 deadly sins~ beerz n shotz~ quite an interesting menu :P

*L to R - Nao, Me, Doriana and Yoko~*

After d bar, we went straight for a karaoke!! Joe'z gettin in to much ;P cheese n bread all night long~

Nico & Dodi looked cute together in this pic :)

Such a nice feeling being with them all~

*L to R - me, Hideo, Janice n Ash*

Joe, Dabi & koki. Umm~ Koki.. u noe what ur doin ryt?? Haha~

A totally relaxing night~ *_*

Preparing for dinner~ Fresh Salmon sashimi~ ! While Nao n Syaz doin deir work :P on d chickin~ *ahakz*

Im telling u~! Nuthin better than fresh raw salmon wit Soy sauce!!

The best place to be~ close to d fire place~..

ZZzzzzz~..........

Lookin' bek *_*

23th December 2007

What have I been up to??

Whoa, itz been more den a month udah eversince I last update my blog! Sowie~ been thro so many thingz lately~ yah, I had fun~ Donno why i find it really hard to type all my thoughts down nowadayz~ what have I been thinkin?


Having a winter holiday now~ itz been more den a week I guess~ 3 more weekz to go till our examination!! Ganbatte!! I donno ehhhh~ takutku~







Look how long and straight my hair have become~










And see how short and wavy it is after I cut my hair really short by myself~! Well thnx to keelah for cutting my back hair ~ hehe I love it! Save shampoo~



MMmm~ oh oh~ I found myself a new good pwen Syaz~ msa ani slalu hangout :) he reminds me of Hadee awww~ im really happy to noe how well we get along.


Why is it alwez more comfortable for me to be with boyz rather than being with girlz huh? I feel so free with them~ while aku slalu malu malu around girls (haha~ but still do get along pweety well with Nao :P fine, CERTAIN girls)~ the thing is I donno whatz in a girl’z mind~ they can be very complicated~ makez me paranoid at timez~ GUyzzz, I DON EVEN CARE WHAT’RE THEY THINKIN! I wonder ahh…. Girlz tend to be more sensitive than guyz~ and I alwez try SO HARD to make sure that I wont say or do anything that would offend them~ but I alwez did!! Kenapakan? Mulut banar ehhh~ I wish I could just shut up,like what my cuz alwez told me to. Then the next day the girl would totally ignore of me~ and I have NO IDEA what I have done wrong~ Why is it hard for me to noe whatz wrong and whatz right? Hehehe~ this used to be a very big problem to me~ parah utakku dibuatnya. But alhamdullilah I didn’t face these kind of problem for so long~ I think itz the fact that ppl around me are more patient and understanding that they would rather let the insult I made go.

1 other thing I hate about myself - I complain a lot? I didn’t mean it actually, Im juz making for a suggestion, I DONNO! What can I do to stop all the complainin? JUZ SHUT UPPP!!! What the hell, that easy?? Why cant I think of that before saying thingz out loud?? Aiyyayayaya~ sigh.

D gift

Exhausted, i unlocked d door~ Never been so glad to be back to my place in aberdeen after 10 dayz in liverpool~ found 2 packages in front of my door room - 1 is a necklace from ebay~ and d other one~.... Awwwwwwww~...

Thank u so much~!!!

*muahz*

~take me back~...

Diz very few dayz~ i've been in a state of depression~well, not that depressed ahaha~ just sad, mm, a li'l bit~ i donno~!! Everyonez busy at these tymz, assignmentz!!!~ Mine'z due in 2 weekz arggghhh~! NOt to mention my chem and bio online test~! Both due in 2-3 dayz~...! *wait, i've done my Bio oredi~ fuuuhhhhh~.. thanx Tamema~!!*

Datz just not it~ itz getting colder and colder nowadays that it snowed 2 days ago~!! Oh~ I wen for d bon-fire nite at the beach last night~ and it was deadly freezing that I couldnt feel myself anymore~!!! But hey, the fireworkz amazing!

Assignment due, testz and dead cold weather~ Well, thatz not the big reason y im depressed tho~ Mmm.. how can i say this.... relationship problem? Yah, distant relationship~ wat a big deal~... But hey, guess what, im so fine now~ thankz to Ipin~!! :D:D:D I called to Brunei lastnight while waiting for the bus, and it was 3am there~!!! SssSSooorrriii, terlupa~So careless aiyoyo~! Well~ Ipin balum tidur plang, I know em soo well bwahahhahaha~ it has been so long eversince we last contact~ *sad* but funny last night, i suddenly remmbered Ipin~& i needed em... B4, he was alwez there for me no matter what~ especially at desperate times~ he was one of the most important person to me (still is bah lalala). Tho we just knew each other last year~


So yah, we den chat thro msn~ ucap ucaping nda branti~ rindunya~.. haha~... The pain i've been carrying ilang~ how did he do that? Aaaahhhh i love you Ipin~ i miss you~~~~~... :D:D Sigh, dulu pling ska hangout dgan ia tu :P coz ipin slalu lanja heheheehhe~ i love spending time having a conversation in a cafe~ have some tea or coffee~.. itz just so~~nice that feeling~!

I realise that, im more to talking then msn-ing~ Mahirah, Zoel n Hadee are alwez online~.. im happy for that, atleast they're alwez there wherever whenever~ I feel bad for not chatting with em at times. I mean i've been really really talkative with them back in Brunei~and all of em are my best of frenz. If only i would, there's so many things i wna tell dem~ malas typing kot?? hahaha~

Aaahh~ i wouldnt have an interesting wonderful life wihout them~

Mahirah and my cuz Faridah~ who gave so~ many advices that have changed my life (seriously...) eversince kanak-kanak udah~ c far tah haha~ waa~ glad to meet em in London 2 weekz ago~

The romantic sweet couple Zoel and Illa~ both are my very close frenz~ haha, i didnt see them both coming~ both of them aha, ALWEZ keep company Awwww~ so i never get lonely klu ada dorang~

And of coz I will never forget Hadee and Zai la hahaahha~ ARGH, kenapa kmu dua nda di Uk kan??? Zai di New Zealand whereas Hadee di Australia~ Fuhhh~ Funny huh~ to see how our path lead us~.. But no matter what, we'll make sure our friendship takkan brubah ahaha~ I love you both~~~!!!!

~Everyone~... Fuh~ kenangan terindah eh haha~

I wonder how things would change nnti~

Are we gonna keep our promise?

At least i can go skyping with Longlong~ i still can see em~ talk to em~... ;) Sigh, Longlong find it really hard to manage his time~ but im really happy that he still can spare his time to talk to me once or twice a week. It must be hard to have 6 courses per semester~ i need to understand his situation~.. I don wanna give em trouble, yet i still do~ aiya sorry Longlong~

Aha, masa skyping~

Cute longlong ah rambutnya ;)~

I kept on thinkin~ klu ia kana antar ke UK instead of US~ Waaa~ kan baik??

Umm~ haha, ya noe watz funny~ why is it easy to say the ‘love’ word wen im talking about frenz, but really hard to say it wen im talking about my bf?? Hahaha, itz d same ngan how easy I joke n tell ppl my guy frenz are my ‘bf’ but malu to say longlong is my bf?? Ntah ah???? Ngapakan?? Hahaha~..

Watched SAW4 last night with Miji at Vue Cinema, it was AWESOME~!! As expected~ im quite satisfied XD Its not the best movie among 4 tho, but still its good what!! SAW3 is still my favoarite, SAW2 comes next~ aha.. the torturing device in SAw4 is not as "AAarggh~!!" as the one in the 3rd movie~ but at least i get to know jigsaw's past~ waaa.

But believe it or not, Miji nearly slept through the movie~!! Seriously dude, of all the movies, and u actually got sleepy??? No doubt~ he was busy the whole day~.. eversince last night kashian... Ahaha~ we had Raya celebration at Linksfield hall today and Miji jadi MC~ aha, cali~ macam org tua :P:P:P *Don take it Don take it* Haha~ atlast~ SATAY!!!! T_T terharunya~ this is the 1st time makan satay this raya fffuuuuu~~~..

Itz funny d only bruneianz attended the clebration were only me and Syauqi~ where did the others go?? How come they're never interested to celebrate RAYA??~ "its hard~" i know itz hard especially the fact that there are not many bruneianz here~ but we can celebrate with the Malaysianz wat?? Even dangar lagu raya pun nda mau dorang ani aiiii~.... I just don understand~.. well i do actually, but i just have to be strong thats all, it'll make the matter worst if i cant feel the raya~ im really glad i can get along with the malaysianz here~..

MMmmm~ where was i~ oh ya~!! Movie! Um~.. i really need save up my money eh~ i better stop watching more movies, itz 4pounds here~ Aiii~.. but i wanna watch Enchanted wa~!!! Hadee to punya pasal~!! Showing me the triller the last time~ nda plang sabar nah.

Life~life~... Mmmmmm~... ada apa ah~ I LOVE BEING IN ABERDEEN~ Donno eh~ Donno y~ it just feel so comfortable here~ I went to london last week for only 2 days, and i actually missed aberdeen so much~ itz just so clean, beautiful and peaceful in here~.. despite the fact that i met many new wonderful frenz. Oh~ ryt pic, my Uni at night, i took that msa moon cake festival~ how the moon shines..Isnt it wonderful?

Still~................... I MISS BRUNEI~!!! At times i kept thinkin about the past~ my family, my frenz, my car~.... not until next year til i can see them again~ Fuuu~.. Mmm~ i miss Longlong jua, sentiasa busy dengan kehidupannya di Florida, lupa udah kan aku T_T hardly chat with em either~ sigh~.. to think about the long long way infront of us, i wonder whether we will still be together at the end of the road? Hanya tuhan yang tahu~ tho then again~ we just have to try our best to make sure our relationship will remain forever. Adui~ berjiwang jua eh. Anyhow, what will it be :p just wait and see~

Halloween~~~~~ *_*

Imagine my sakainess~ hahaha~ my very 1st halloween night! I went to the Union Bar and Tunnels with my japanese pwen Nao and d otha Nippon society community memberz~ Doriana, Koki, Nico, Sumei & Bart. Haha~ itz nice to hang to out with them :) And oso, once again terserempak ngan the Hongkongz hahaha :D yah, i didnt noe aberdeenz that small?? Anyway, last minute aku ikut dorang for the haloween party~ p sampat jua me and Nao bali headbandz~ I bought the bunny earz, kinda weird~ so i cut into a cat ear- shaped~

How does it feel?? Ntah ahaha~ siok mliat orang lain terpulang, nda branti ketawa jua :D itz a heck of experience for some1 like me~smua so~new to me. Being in a bar n go clubbing~ i still donno watz fun about it~ i guess itz d fact that i don drink. Abez my pwenz paksa aku, nah~.. that wont work~ no thank you :P Haha~ Cali la, Karen ketawakan aku sebab aku minum coca cola saja "U come all the way here to drink a coke? Whatz the point for u to go clubbing?" APala~ ahahaha.. oh well XD

but hey, I DID HAVE A GREAT TIME~!! :D