Exam Week~ Wish me Luck!!! *_*

Lipstick dalam Sampah~ *_*

I cant consider this as ‘jobless’ ahahaha~ no one will..wen dey noe i suppose to study at these time~ But thatz wat happen everytime I try to concentrate on my study. *no comment* Paloi usulnya~

Why are all the buildingz on fire~
Kenapa ada butterfly atu~
Why am I dressed in pink~
Watz wit d happy face~

Wat can I say? D gal have such a silly time-wasting unimaginable imagination. Waa, I love myself, having the ability 2 get away from reality easily~ Talkin about me, ndaku suka my face there, but den again diz 1 fitz d best in it… I think itz d make up?

Confessionz~ I HATE LIPSTICK!! I thought it should make some1 look more mature and beautiful~ but naah, not for me, dammit. I will never forget the 1st time of my teen yearz wearing a real make up in public for Hari Kebangssaan - was taking part in d choir~ Everyone stared and my friends were laughing at me~ “Pu3, you look like a CLOWN!!” But how come? Everyone were applied with d same makeup by the same person! Is it the fact that my lips are too small? (some ppl say I look like a mouse squeaking *wat d hell????!!*)~ took it only 5 minutes until I rubbed off my lipstick.

D lastym I wore heavy makeupz – prom nyt end of year 2006. It was HORRIBLE!! I never like to look back at the prom pictures~ sigh, how come i didnt realise that?

Oh well, guess I will alwez suit with my pale pale lippy lookz. Makeupz - Ugly without, uglier with. Never did miss my eye liner tho ahaha~ wat? Nooo~ itz not that heavy! See see the differentz with and without hahahahahahaah~

*Wat d heck am i talkin about?* Oh well, i juz post everything dat cumz to my mind :P semua nda kana mengana aha~ I apologize for my bahasa inggeris yang nda menantu :P bad bad english, tabalkan mua saja lalalala~..*walking away*

Get it??

I wanna be fat!! *_*

Looking into the mirror, after all the happy happy weight gaining as a result of non stopping eating habit~ now I can see im losing it again!~ darn it! Thanx to the uk trip diz holiday, I have to cut down my eating habit.

“Pu3 make sure you go back to Brunei fat ahhh”~ those are the words my frenz used to say when I was about to study abroad in uk~ Fine im small and skinny~ but still I love the way I am. But at the same time, still thinking that gaining a bit of weight would be nice. “Pu3 ur so skinny, eat more! Eat more!”~ as a result, all I ever love to do here in uk is makan makan makan~ I never failed to surprise my mates when it comes to buying and eating food. I remember the look on the cashier’s face in M&S when I told em Im buying all these food for me to eat in the bus trip to London~ He laughed his head off “Damn girl…” and I did finishd everything, my frenz were like “whoa…”~ But now musim xam and duit karing ani~.. kurang makan berabiz udah adui~.. Nda apala~.. I’ll make sure to eat more and more again after this~

Anyway, most girl’s are self cautious about how their body lookz~ im one of dem~..maybe… nah! I mean im flat ,skinny and small~ but still happy. At times 1 of my roommates goes to the kitchen only with her bra on (of coz she wearz her underware haha)~ and she has such a hot hot body~ lookin at her~..damn~.. Lookin at her boobz, to think that im 3 years older den her~ itz just so sad! No wonder ppl mistaken me for a 15 yearz old! Well even 15 yearz old have bigger boobz than me! ~..Oh well…

Lost *_*

… Studying time~ *Boring*~.. at these moment I found out somethingz missing~ do u realized that u tend to be very rajin on doing OTHER things when it comez to studying? ..like cleaning up your room & stuffz~ For me, itz the time to re-read all my diaries n comicz I made over the yearz~… I used to be ssssooo rajin, nda pernah miss buat either comic or diary everyday~ Guess I dream a lot, and, I have quite a great big imagination compare to otherz~ I jotted down every single thing in my diary~ and anyone were welcome to read it~! So yah, everyone (esp my classmatez) used to noe my everyday live, d guyZ of my dream~everything about me! *sad* I don keep a diary anymore~ but Im still me till now tho, I never keep my secret~ guess im not the type of person who can do that~ I mean, Im good at keeping other’z secret, but not mine :P ehe. What makez me so malas~? Darn it, I should have brought atleast 1 of my comicz n diaries~ sigh~…. Im missing them too much~ I should have known, It feelz as if I lost a part of me, my diaries were alwez the 1 that motivatez me to do more~..

Aiyo, but den again, seingatku~.. I did all of these on purpose…. *_* Leaving all my precious belogingz behind… Itz not that I wanna move on~ I juz wana see if I can try out new thingz, and see whether a new part of me will come in the way….

Ahh~not working!!

Lotz 2 say~ Maybe nextym *_*